im confused. highly so.
lost in the transition between military and civilian life, about to exchange my green card for my pink one. its been a long long ride, actually, and one which i have gained much insight and exp about. i won't say that it has purely been productive or otherwise, but as in most things, there are its flaws and its benefits as well. i've had a good life in NS thus far, and having lived the good life. only apt. that i give thanks for it=)
there is a high number of things left to do before anything happens, where i go from here only God knows, and today was just the start of me kneeling down on the path and feeling out my track again. queuing up to buy donuts only took 15 mins, but i spent the entire day lugging them around. not that they were ANYWHERE near lousy, just that the box was so big and clunky. hahah.
today was just such a chill out, relaxing day. but being the practical workaholic i am ( not that im desperate to go back to work or anything) , i cant imagine sitting on my ass and spending money like water all day long. it just irks me in the nether regions or smth. but i guess that lazy and expensive days like this serve a purpose. to remind you that. hey. life can be good after all. hahah. mind the cynicsm. but life really sucked at MANY MANY points the past 1 year 9 months and smth smth days. yeah. coffee/tea, donuts, sandwiches, playing lan (old school kena owned type), lazing around discussing crazy ideas about camp. probably the only thing missing is soccer.... be it sko, street, field. totally miss it man. sigh.
all ye curse the stupid ankle.
i feel like a hero
and you are my heroine...
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